Last week, I was running my old familiar patterns of fear, of “less than” & “not good enough.”
This week !! I am an awakened, confident, spiritual, sexual, complete woman!
Over the weekend I went on a Wild Woman Retreat in SE Queensland, & pushed myself BEYOND.
I went WAY outside my comfort zone.
I went within to places I never knew I could go.
I promised to go “all in”, to give 100%, & I DID.
I discovered where I'd been holding myself back, insidious ways in which I'd been sabotaging myself, through my own self-beliefs, the stories I had been telling myself, & the “boxes” I’d agreed to put myself into through my life.
I discovered I had the capacity to feel & express emotions more powerful than I'd ever allowed myself before, to feel feelings at a level of intensity beyond what I ever knew was possible.
I got vulnerable. I shared my deepest secrets that I was afraid to share with my sisters, risking it all, but they didn’t judge me, but instead held me through my fear as I landed safely in their arms.
Last weekend, I was powerful, I was sexy, and I was 100% woman !
For me, that was HUGE, overcoming psychological blockers that had stopped me from fully owing my womanhood & being able to express myself fully. Blockers that had held me back from being the woman I was meant to be, to communicate fully from my heart & soul & from there to inspire & motivate others to find the depths of their souls & live fully from that place too.
And I gave up on so much else that was holding me back.
Feelings of being “less than”, “not good enough”, & “not worthy” & of caring what other people thought
Resisting & fighting & the non-acceptance of things in my life that I have resented & thrashed about in denial but which are just part of being a grown-up
Stories & sadness & hurt & disappointments & wounding from my past that no longer serve
These things still exist, but the giving up is about letting go of the charge & meaning they have over me.
I think most of us spend so much of our lives skimming over the surface to avoid pain when all of the juicy stuff lies beneath, waiting for us to dive in and plumb the depths of emotion and feeling and sucking up the juice & joy that is being 100% human.
Being a wild Woman is unapologetically all of who we are meant to be as women ! Fierce, expressive, unfettered.
There will always be boxes that keep us constrained, ones that we can’t even see, but the trick is to become aware, decide what you're going to be more committed to, & choosing the “reality” you want to create.
What a powerful weekend. Life changing. Liberating.
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